Scribbles...

Monday, 28 August 2017

Torn pages from forgotten love story,

If love is addiction then she's my cocaine. She must have hidden some kind of black magic in her big big eyes which spells over me every time she looks at me. Don't know how don't know why don't know when this girl stole my heart like a love thief and just walked away royally like a love queen!
At first I thought it is just a feeling that vanishes with time. so I stayed as far as I can from her, to avoid unnecessary trouble for temporary desire. But later, after 3 years I realized that it is a feeling that leaves my mind when my last breath leaves my body. But it's too late now, she is far away from me and my love is an orphan without her. I think I can't see her again. Why did I took so long to realize that I love her??may be I am afraid! I don't know.
Hmmm.. 
But now I am feeling like a an addict in rehab. Irritated, disturbed, confused. 
Living without her is barely a living for me.
I miss you, Rekha. 
I miss you a lot. :(

Wednesday, 3 August 2016

The Concept of 'Soul'

What is Soul?

There are many perceptive and many books that define soul in many ways. The way they explain it may differ and sometimes deviate from the real context. But ultimately they all lead to one point, that the soul dwells in all the things in this universe, both the living and the non living. It is the non-materialistic core around which everything in the world is wrapped up. 

The sole meaning of 'Soul' is that everything in this world is related with everything else and share the common origin. It may sounds impractical to scientific minds but hey, do you remember 'Big Bang' Theory? According to 'big bang theory' our universe is created because of the explosion of the infinitesimally small point source and from then due to its continuous expansion. 

So according to big bang theory all the different things in universe are originated from the same thing in that infinitesimally small point source. To simplify that we can call that source as 'Soul'. The soul that spread into each and every particle and non particle of the universe unifying all of it.


What are the characters of the Soul?


It is fine we unified the universe in the concept of Soul. But how to attribute characters to it. we should not confine it to some living things or some non living things or some parts of world or just to earth or any part of universe. It must depict entire universe. So here how it could be well understood:


  • It is form less, not matter, not radiation. It doesn't exist any perceivable form.
(Some people may debate me at this point. but let me make myself clear. Human eyes see light. but the light from sun is not just composed of what we see(Visible light). The other parts of it like uv spectrum, IR radiation etc we cannot perceive through our eyes. But still they exist. In the same way, soul is beyond our senses or any living creature can ever sense.)

  • It is undying and unchanging.
  • It is a void into which the universe fills itself in.

Reflecting the soul within us:


When we reflect the soul that dwells inside us we attain a state of peace. We get the strength to handle the anomalies of our life, the ups and downs.

But we all tend to deviate from our soul rather than reflecting it. 
For example, an unicellular organism like 'Euglena' is reflecting its soul but the most intellectual life form on earth like us is struggling to learn it. 
There are many debates about the process. but my personal belief is that we have to fallow our heart without cheating ourselves.
Do what you want to do, defeat or victory, accept it. don't fight with that inner voice in you. 
Take risks, take chances, live life when you are alive.
You don't need to do meditations in Himalayan caves but you have to stay peace with your heart and take the path that your conscience tells you.  
:)
_MCD.

Thursday, 28 July 2016

The Nixies #2

friends...?!



"
"can we forget the past and be normal friends?" she asked.
"of course" he said.
A smile spread her lips, her face lit up.

"If by friendship you mean cheating me, not lifting my phone calls, leaving me when I need you the most,
hanging out with other guy while I am crying for you desperately 
then coming back when I'm finally done with getting over you asking my permission to shatter me once again. 
We, with no doubt, are good friends already", he said.

she said nothing but tears filled her eyes as she looked down hiding them.
"In fact, if that is what friendship is for you, then we are the best friends in world." he said storming off.

"
_MCD, The Nixies.


Friday, 22 July 2016

Kickstart_quotes #2

Kickstart_quotes : Dream



"
Do not attempt to dream of sunshine and rainbows
if you cannot dare to face storms.

"
_MCD

Kickstart_quotes #1

#Kickstart_quotes: Pain 




"
Pain is a sign of Life

"
_MCD. 

The Nixies #1

A free spirit:




"
She's a free spirit,

deserted by his betrayals,
orphaned by her blind love.


She's a broken heart,

trying to fit together,

learning to live somber.

"She's a drifted river in search of her ocean.

"

_MCD, The Nixies.



Thursday, 19 May 2016

Like a small fly in #spider_web:


"
We are grown up kids
Dancing in day dreams,
Working in night shifts. 

In the race of currency or in the name of legacy
we exile ourselves in the four walled hypocrisy.
We sacrifice ‘todays’ for better ‘tomorrows’
But never did we realize that after all these ‘yesterdays’ our futile sacrifice still continues….

Like a small fly stuck in spider’s web
We are the volunteered prisoners in the prison called modern life.
Every day we do the same old shit we were doing from ages.
Every night we kill our happy sleep with pointless fantasies.

Sadness is… this cycle of idiocy grows and grows but never ends…
_MCD

"